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How do I break a habit that's not mine? This habit follows me, trying to break me. But what if I'm already broken. Is she trying to smash the broken pieces into dust. Turn me into sand and watch me blow away. How do I stop this? Does it have a name? Why does she do this to me? the evil consumes her, turns a laugh into a cackle. Turns the air as cold as her heart. For what will not break me, builds me. I am strong, I can feel her fear. I see her hatred. Only evil understands this hatred I feel. Only evil can understand these questions.